saya mahu twin babies;)

heyya;D

wah.take a look at my beautiful niece.

no wonder i dreamed of them,rupanye they really exist.

dejavu.kabooom!

delta goodrem in my heart.

"Not Me, Not I"
You mixed me up for someone
Who'd fall apart without you
Yeah you broke my heart for the first time
But I'll get over that too
It's hard to find the reasons
Who can see the rhyme?
I guess that we where seasons out of time
I guess you didn't know me

If you think love is blind
That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines
Surprised that I caught you out
On every single time that you lied
Did you think that every time I see you I would cry
No not me, not I, not I, no not me, not I

The story goes on without you
And there's got to be another ending
But yeah you broke my heart it won't be the last time
But I'll get over them too

As a new door opens we close the ones behind
And if you search your soul I know you'll find
You never really knew me
If you think love is blind
That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines
Surprised that I caught you out

On every single time that you lied
Did you think that every time I see you I would cry
No not me, not I, not I, not I, not I

All you said to me
All you promised me
All the mystery
never did believe
No I never cry no I never not me not I

If you think love is blind
That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines
Surprised that I caught you out
On every single time that you lied
Did you think that every time
I see you I would cry No not I,
I won't cry
No not me, not I, not I, Not I

No not me, not I

my sayangness~

This blog is loong overdue. Ive just arrived at apak's hometown (midnite), after being away from here for quite sumtime(more than a year)tidak tmasuk last week la. penang, as always, is never the same from it was. New buildings, new roads... but it still smells the same.huu. The smell of fused curry and roti canai, nasi goreng mamak and oh god! my mouth is watering again...I didn't go to my cousin house straight away, coz I thought it would be better to stay put in my room until I finish reading for my next exam (Which I have to say I failed miserably...actually, to think of it, I didn't do tooo bad considering the amount of studies that I did... haih).Didn't do much here.my cousin did drop by to say hello.Seeing abg cha and his wife wit their little one was great. God, I miss the old times.... na haven't changed a bit.. still the pleasant, fun and forever a caring friend ... and ... she still picks a fight every time she sees me.. Missed them sooo much..my family, don't know if they actually realise how much I miss and love them. I like to think of myself as a loving person.. but growing up as 'ayong', I seem to put my 'love' out in a different way. My way of saying 'i love you', and 'I miss you' might not be very straight forward...


Adam, my little adik. He is soooo naughty (just like the rest of my bros), soooo cute adorable(just like me.ahaha)... sooo charming and I have to say, he is the smartest baby in the whole world! He probably didn't appreciate me much when I started teaching him the word, NO! aha,garang side of me... anyways... tell you more about adam later... syg you lil munchkin! muahs muahs muahs!

apak... oh apak.. couldn't kiss him more... would love to shower him with kisses all over his face... but hmm... have to keep a bit of coolness heheheehehehehe.... apak is as always... more on his supportivet] side but can be a silent man sumtime. Sometimes I wonder what he thinks when hes alone .. is he proud of his eldest girl? have I done enough? i seem not to talk to him as much I do with mak.lately hes been busy with darby park renovation enuff said that im proud of him.sumtime i think i really wanna be him. .but hes not enjoying me beeing an engineer.ahaha.Is it a daddy thing? wanna protect his only daughter?or is it me who are not strong enuff to be one? (I might be in trouble if apak reads this)... But if you do, pak... I love you with all my heart.ahaha.. I may not be the perfect daughter.. but I love you... You make me proud... I can't stop telling my peep how u alway made me happy (and annoy me at time;p)...i sometime have to laugh out loud with ur jokes.we can say goodbye over over and keep talking for almost an hour.gosh.. u re the greatest apak .

and mak,shes my beautiful lady.hmm... I must have lost some of mama's genes along the way... She never seem to age, whereas I look sooo old without even reaching 30 (yet! ahah!)...haha.medic's effect i'd must say. I miss her sooo much.cepat bangun pagi mak!wanna hug u.


and aizat.what could i say about u,u re my partner,in everything,many had mistaken us ..thought that we are couple.enuff said,its so lawak okaih.haha.he owez be my company when ....is so busy with his life.huhu.my supir to hold all my stuff when im stress and need some retail therapy.my driver each time we going back home everyweek.,hes willing to come all the
way from bangi to be my table mate for dinner.he's mypartner in everything.gosh.. love you, bro!


haziq..this young man,is a bit special,hes the pearl of our family.even hes a lot more younger than me,but sumhow me myself have to say that i respect him with all my heart.hes a brilliant boy with a look.hes the most fairest among us.i stilll remember when he was a little boy.many people hardly belief that we are actually sibling!ahaha.i love him so much.hes my inspiration.we shared a lot of story.and hes my favourite partner for a movie watch;)

Okay... i better sleep..wahh.seemed im a bit sentimental tonite.esok banyak program;)penang-kl.aish. will write again soon....Love ya, miss ya all.

just tell me how to love.

huhu.so out of word.dunno what else to do.hmm..lets be dormant.
*silent mode=activated*

awesome huh?

You Will Only Break My Heart"

Tell me your thoughts now baby
Tell me what's on your mind
Tell me what's eating you alive
Tell me your darkest secrets
Clear up those stupid lies
Show me what's there behind those eyes

I want to know 'cause i can't face another day here in the dark
I'm tired of wondering when we're together baby where you are
Why should i give you everything
When you will only break my heart
You will only break my heart
You will only break my heart

Tell me your thoughts now baby
Tell me what's on your mind
Tell me what's eating you alive
Tell me your latest story
What will it be this time
Show me what's there behind those eyes

I want to know why you can't find a way to just let down you guard
I don't believe that love or what we had should ever be this hard
Why should i give you everything
When you will only break my heart
You will only break my heart
You will only break my heart

All this is too familiarI think we've been here before
I wish i could believe youi see you down on your knees
You will only break my heart
You will only break my heart
You will only break my heart!!;p

post exam-part2

howdy,

yes,im back!

wahaha.attended kenduri kesyukuran umno.(padahal perak kalah je.haha.its okay.orang jemput kite datang kan;p)

yes,where are we just now?

ouh..movie kan?yes after watching movie tu,we headed for jalan ampang.makan cucuk2.waaah.seryes sedap..seronok2.

after such a tiring nite,kitaorang pun apa lagi wall climbing la masuk k2.sorry pak guard ,we have to.plus its only once in blue moon we did so.haha.balik2..nampak katil terus ..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

sabtu-okay today,after angkut2 barang for balik.nik and me went to klcc.mula2 nak pergi ikea.nak sangat quilt.tapi sebab tersangatlah rushing for the dinner.i dun think we could make it,up to mutiara damansara.so,terpaksa la ke klcc je for some retail therapy.the best part was,SALES are here and there.but the worst part was,we didnt have much time.*down*

it ended we bought something from nafnaf and the mission for finding haziq's gift tpaksa dipostpone since a lot of requirement have to be considered.al maklum lah ,haziq my brother not like other teenagers who enjoy guess etc.hahaha.very the down to earth dis boy.so,susah gile nak carik.stresss!!yang boleh help cuma this one man.haih.tapi takpe.have to be independant this time;)

malam-dinner at perdana felda.this boredom dinner kan.wahh.make me yawning all the time.hahah.luckily,nik and me dengan jaya nya escaped from there using the back entrance.how mean we were that time(now dah jadi baik la.ahaha;p)but really i have a point for that,apak is coming and going to bring me home just after dinner.esok ada guest,very important guest nak datang n lepas tu have to rush to bukit jawi golf club.waaaa.imagine how my life would be.busy to the max,u see!

but a lot more better than the exam la obviously.wuwu.make me sick exam itu.hhehe

post-exam.beyond my expectation.

hello.

EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!my nightmare is just ended up a couple of days ago.all day along my study week im dreaming of my cosy bed with my ipod playing all the the slow song to keep me sleeping.ahaha.

BUT??????

semua tu cam takde je.worst come to worst,i yet didnt have my proper sleep since then.it even worst when last sunday i didnt sleep at all!why?????yes i keep asking the same question to myself..hmm.before that let me briefly tell u what i encountered this few days.

friday march 21-wah,today.yes this particular day is the most horrible day ever.get only 1 hour sleep before my paper.imagine la..how awful i looked like,haha.answering all my neuroscience question with the freedom spirit afterward.whew.

tak cukup lagi.right after exam.ada hati lagi nak berliburan with everybody.since ive planned to go back on sunday.accompanying my brother and apak to bukit jawi golf club.

so that day.ktorang took 3 hours time to sing like we never sing before,its a relieve i'd must say.seryes,tak pernah yelling that kind of way.seryyes feel like we re in a konsert.haha

semua lagu susah ktorang sapu..dari lagu avril,rihanna til dato m daud kilau pun ktorg sapu.haha.
then,we rushed for our marathon movie at mbo(yes yas,ure right).our first movie,hmm.spiderwick.all i could say is-wow!nice story.it displays a lighter touch than other fantasy films of this nature, meaning that its thrills are all the more unexpected yang paling penting more and effective. And they re living in the woods beyond the house are a murderous ogre and other mystical creatures. hm i wonder how could they imagine it greatly.5 stars for u MARK WATERS!i'd must say,this is the first movie that can ever challenge the book itself.'the spiderwick cronicles'setanding orang kata.

after that,kitaorang tengok 27 dresses.wah.this movie kan, It also belongs to the subset of wedding comedies where the lead character reluctantly participates in someone else's wedding .If there were such a thing as a professional bridesmaid, Jane.would have the job. The 27 dresses of the title refer to all the gowns she has worn as maid of honor. She also personifies the phrase "Always a bridesmaid, never a bride" - a line the movie almost refrains from using.the story starts when charming sister marry the man of Jane's dreams.but later Jane find her love hm..sape eh the guy name.ha.kevin!but they spend their first encounters arguing but they have that ineffable quality called chemistry. They click. When she smiles at him and he smiles at her,ouh gile la sweet,we smiled too.ahahaha.al in all the story sangat2 sweet.

okayla .sambung my story afterward ye.penatlak nak cerita;p

hye everyone;)

My... this has been a hectic months... loads of things to write to study,to do.. but unfortunately not enough time. Sometimes it feels like I need more than 24 hours a day.... maybe it's just me being disorganised... but most of the time i feel like I'm always rushing and doing something.Anyways.. I am soooo happy... this week I received smsS and friendster msgs from old friends.... and my cazen a few weeks back.thanks you everyone... it is a pleasure to be back in touch.... thank you for your remembrance and kind words... i have missed you all terribly, but me being me... always terrible when it comes to sending people news. I hope we will keep in touch this time...and keep the news coming~!

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